Why am I nervous? The day is quickly approaching, I have never thought about it as much as I have today, I want to cry, I'm excited, I don't know. I'm a little scared. Get a grip, it's your birthday, treat it like you did all the other years, be happy, do something for myself. That is what I keep tellilng myself, wow I'm sitting here talking to myself, LOL Is that a sign of old age, XXX the old, some people say age is nothing but a number, ok now I want to listen, LOL
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Today is Tuesday, two more days until the day!!!!! Inside I'm excited, what an excited event to make it to 50. I wish my Daddy was here to celebrate it with me. He was always the first one to call me, picking on me and telling me how old I was, imagine that, LOL. Daddy if you are looking down from Heaven know that I will be thinking about you this week because you always made me feel special on my day and all of your corny jokes too!! I will be making my favorite Chocolate cake and I will be eating a huge piece too and with no regrets!!!!! Have a blessed day to my friends that read my blog!!!
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Ok, I guess I was a little down on myself about the birthday post, but deep down inside, I'm excited. I guess I'm a little bipolar thinking about the fact that I'm about to be 50, the BIG 5 0. Thinking about my birthday is a happy thought but when I think about the actual number man I think old, AARP is sending me stuff in the mail, I throw it in the trash while thinking( why are they sending me stuff, I'm not old) Why do we have to have number, why can't we just celebrate the birthday and move on. I remember when I turned 21 man that was great, even when I turned 30, I felt like man I'm an adult. Well what am I suppose to think about 50, lol. Well anyway whatever plans I have or not, I will celebrate the day and be happy to have made it another year, blessed with my health, my family and those two sweet little granddaughter that I have that make me so happy every time I see them. Peace!!!